In January of 2013, Bruce and I decided that we needed to be closer to our church in Longmont. So we put our beautiful Estes Park house on the market, confident that we would soon be packing and moving into a house within a few minutes of church.
Each new year, I ask the Lord for one clear message to focus my heart and mind around. This year, it was “trust in God.” As a believer I constantly remind myself that we walk by faith and not by sight (2 Co. 5:7). This message and my trust would be tested over and over in the coming months.
Each Sunday, after church, Bruce and I would drive to various housing areas and study the locale.
Weeks passed. Our house attracted many lookers, but no takers. We shook our heads. Our house was beautiful, fairly priced, in excellent condition, in a good neighborhood, and located in one of the most beautiful places on earth.
Months passed. We prayed for clarification. Why, Lord, is the sale of our house taking so long? We trust You, but…
The summer months arrived. And still no contract on our house. People at church constantly asked us, “haven’t you sold your house yet?” And all we could do was shake our heads and say, “The Lord must have some reason why He’s delaying the sale.”
We were doing the right things to sell the house.We were praying.
Our friends were praying.
We had the right reasons for selling.
In mid-August, Bruce was advised by his boss at work that it would be best for him to work on site at the plant. That’s south Denver. About 50 miles south of our targeted home search. I had my heart set on the Longmont area, but thought, maybe this is why the Lord hasn’t allowed us to sell our house yet.
The very next day an older couple came to see our house, fell in love with it and made a fair offer. Yay! Thank You, Lord!
If our prayer had been answered way back in January or February, we would have bought a house in Longmont. Then we would have had to turn right around and sell that house so we could be closer to Bruce’s work in south Denver.
God doesn’t always show us why He withholds a blessing. And I’ve never known Him to explain Himself. Because we Christians are commanded to “walk by faith and not by sight.” And, after all, He’s the Lord of the entire universe!
But this delayed answered helped Bruce and I to grow in trust. God walks ahead of us, to prepare places that our feet will tread. He loves us, as any wonderful Father does, and wants to bless us and protect us.
Yes, we have also experienced times when the Lord has not intervened even when we’ve been on our face, pleading for a quick answer. Perhaps we’ll never know why He delayed.
We must walk by faith even then.
“Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.” (Proverbs 3:5,6 NIV Bible)
2 thoughts on “God Doesn’t Explain Himself”
Hi Dena, Thanks for your words today…I’m thinking of Chapter 11 in the Book of Hebrews…vv 11-16 “lit up” for me! “Great is Thy faithfulness”–a God of Promise. One of my treasure laid up in Heaven…trust in my God of Promise!
Hi Dena –
Thanks for sharing your experience. I always remind myself that God can see across time and space, and we can’t. He knows what’s up ahead, and your story is a perfect example.
Have a blessed weekend,